How Do I forget Loving You?

♥ Tuesday, July 29, 2008 - 11:57 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Tuesday July29

School and WRTORAL PRESENTAION today. Tink i screwed up the presentation BUT something good, NO MORE WRTORAL, HURRAY!

After WRTORAL, rushed off to work. Work was boring, no customer. Saw sum AMS peeps. I'M SO TIRED!

Work again tml-_-

Sum pics :

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♥ - 11:39 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Monday July28

School as usual, submit PRNASC assignment and one assignment down, HURRAY. After school , went back to Changkat to find Mr Barry Lim for EMATH2. Everything seems so easy and logical after his explanation.(^_^) After finishing, chat wif him a while and thn HOME to do WRTORAL( SIANZ ).

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♥ Sunday, July 27, 2008 - 11:42 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Sunday July27

Was suppose to have NB mtg, but have to rush PRNASC assignment, so didn't go. Went for service and service was great, Pastor Daniel spoke bout "Live fixed".

Highlights of the msg:

-God want us to success in all the area of our life.

-Every Generation Must Choose God for themselves.

-4 things we cn learn fr, Samuel' life:

1. He lived a life of extreme consecration.

2. He lingered near the presence of God.

3. He learnt to hear the voice of God.

4. He lent his shoulders to the next generation.

After service, the cell went katong. Was sian of katong so went to Coffee Showcase wif Wendy. A pic of my dessert: the triple layer chocolate cake:

After that home, saw Jasmin at bus stop thn we took the same bus. Tok bout O level and juz miss those days....study outside staffroom...Disturb teacher( esp Mr Barry Lim) haha...Those days were tiring but FUN and is surely much more better thn poly work. And all the best to Jasmin's O and tht she cn get into the course tht she wan.

Home and to continue the super sian work: PRNASC assignment.

Just done wif it and school tml AGAIN(SIANZ)...Dunno why, but juz feel tht poly life is getting boring wif all the assignment and project and WORST, Main Exam just few weeks away!

Thts all for the day And currently using laptop borrowed frm my sis friend coz my com stil having virus-_-

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♥ Friday, July 25, 2008 - 10:49 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Friday July25

Today was quite a fun day today. Skipped FACOM & INTROCA lect thn only attended PRNASC tut today, AND here comes the highlight of the day. First mit up wif changkats peeps for lunch. There were me ,Ting Wen, Damien, Adrian, and Kong Liang.

We went design for lunch and we ate weatern food. Chat and everything...After tht Adrian have to rush to lect so me, TW,Damien,KL, we went to student lounge to PLAY POOL...haha...my 2nd time entering the student lounge AND my 2nd time playing pool...haha...My pool's performance was nt back K, considering this is my 2nd experience AND I played on my own without any guides,K.haha

Thn TW have to go off at 3 so, we stopped playing and also go off.(a bit sianz coz I'm like quite high & addicted le,haha)(hope to mit up and play next fri) Thn me & KL went to Damien's hse to play WII, haha my 2nd time playing WII too(WOW, my 3rd 2nd time of the day)Played WII sports(bowling,tennis and baseball). BASEBALL is like SUPERHARD to play la...cnt catch the timing and keep fouling...Dotz...Thn went off at bout 6 & went t East Point to da bao dinner for my mother & myself.Thn home sweet home(^_^)

Pics:

Captain ball Director CUP tml...Hope to win...But first thing first: HAVE FUN!

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♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008 - 12:08 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

SUPER IRRITATED

Well, my com gt VIRUS and I can't use it

And Wrtoral Speech outline and Research Journal due TODAY! and dunno can finish in time a nt?

AND PRNASC next monday

AND WRTORAL presentation next tues

HOW AM I GOING TO DO AND FINISH IT???

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♥ Monday, July 21, 2008 - 6:21 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

KNOW THIS SUPER COOL THING!

U al may think is nth, but i think this is really cool!

The thing is:

I FOUND ONE PERSON WHO HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME...WOOO!

He is Alvin-sum one I know frm ESC the E.E.O. camp

Ok, though sum ppl may have opinion of why do I join ESC, but I think tht I have not regretted joining it and I think tht ESC is getting more and more fun and cool. Know fun and cool ppl...Quote frm sum one " You dun have to care wat ppl say, as long as you like it cn le".

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♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008 - 10:35 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Fri/Sat July18 / July19

(ESC - E.E.O CAMP)

Camp on fri went wif Sunny but we r in diff grp...but at least while waiting, know his FO friends and his friends r in my grp also, so nt so bad...haha...My grp- RODEO my grp was quite fun and my 2 FAs - Kappa & Yat (dunno correct spelling a nt) they r quite fun, Yat was fun, & Kappa's laughter was quite funny(^_^).

First day program:

Icebreaker, Station games, Engine dance, Night walk

Icebreaker was quite fun, getting to know my whole grp, and have to know the whole grp name, and is like so hard la, gt 20 plus ppl thn have to remember all.
Station games was okok, only one tht i cn remember is the human foosball, wher we have to hold a stick and run str line, the rest is foosball rules.

ENGINE DANCE was the highlight of the day, to me, first time i learn engine dance, more fun thn mass dance.

Night Walk, din know anything, din dare to go, although by grp of 6 ppl.

By the time after wash up, it is like about 3 plus.

Went mac wif sum ppl and I went off early wif Sunny back to slp, coz so tired.

Day2 programs:

Pt dance(i tink is cal) another fun dance and also c ppl dance animal dance, like quite fun also.Thn breakfast.

Next game, HUNT IT, almost the same as "huntgrid". Proudly to say "RODEO WON", HURRAY! due to our "creativity", haha

At first was quite hyper, but after tht was sian about the game.

After game, 2ND DANCE. This time round, mass dance, learned animal dance, 1 time pt dance, 1 time engine dance, chicky dance and school song. Nice time dancing so cool!

Thn lunch.

After lunch, WET GAMES the one I have be looking forward to!

Well, the wet games was nt so bad but gt sum like bout the same as the AMS sub-com camp, but compared to the AMS sub-com camp, AMS sub-com was stil the best. But at least the E.E.O wet game was up to my expectation and I enjoyed. But cut myself in the fountain and having blue-black nw at my kneecap. And "thanks " to Jel, I gt the koi pond smelly smell.

After debrief was bout 7plus-8. Thn waited for the seniors at clubroom alone til 10plus and it was like so scary but thank God gt Shah's laptop to distract me, haha.

Thn they came back and played duno wat "gambling game" and like so stupid la, the way they play.

Thn dinner at 11 plus, erms i tink more to supper at Prata shop.

And on the way there, "Thanks" to Ryan(everything must try) we cut thru the field wif al the tall grass and like wet field, and I can't believe I actually did this kind of retard thing.-_- But nvm, its over.

Thn home at 12plus and gt a free ride home frm Ryan, Thanks.(^_^)

Home sweet home to my BED!

Pics!

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♥ Friday, July 18, 2008 - 11:36 AM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Friday July 18

Currently having PRNASC tut...Having E.E.O camp later. Shld be going wif the 03 guys, which means tht i wil be the only girl...And hope to make friends later though tink tht everyone wil be going in grps...and most importantly, HOPE TO HAVE FUN!

The camp is at 6 which means tht I have nthing to do after PRNASC ends, so shld I help out at the Director CUP badminton?

I really wan a true/best friend!

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♥ Thursday, July 17, 2008 - 4:21 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Thursday July 17

Went gym in the morning wif Haz and the feeling was so gd and nice...thn saw sum 01 ppl also and thn off to school...

And I'm so FRUSTRATED bout my com. CAN'T USE THE INTERNET... dunno why?...ARRGH...making me mad...Can't do any assignment nw!

ARRGGH!SUPER SIAN!

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♥ - 4:08 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Wednesday July 16

Well, nth much happened on july 15, so nt going to blog bout tht day.

School today and lazy to wake up for PRNASC lect so din go and went striaght to INTROCA tut.

Took 9 thn 8. The bus 8 driver is like so... took lazy to say wat happened haha...and I din know tht I actually took the same bus as Syafiq...haha...

INTROCA tut was quite know. Watched 2 videos and one of the video was bout the building of HK terminal...

EMATH2 tut at 2 and was quite fun...dun know why, simply juz love EMATH2 tut and is nt becoz of the sub ok, is becoz the tut teacher is very gd as at least she make sure tht everyone get the class participation pts.

Thn quiz at the 2nd part of the tut. It was quite easy, hope to get fun marks and pray tht no careless mistakes.

Waited for Elwyn and was supposed to play badminton, but he say he tired-.- , so went to student lounge(1st time went it) and many funny thing happened, haha.

Like paige asked Shah whether there is any "underage". But we r 17 already!

Thn Shah and Elwyn played CS...and it was like so funny la, and Shah keep losing...haha...and i tried playing also wif Shah, and i totally suck at it...haha

Thn home at 6

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♥ - 4:01 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Monday July 14(adds on)

Just some adds on.

Well da zu is so fun and played "RASA SAYANG" and "LIAN ZHUO"

TPCO doesn't seem to have a lot of ppl as compared to the one tht i saw on the video for their this yr concert?

And when combine, the room is like so small lar

CO end at bout 8plus-9 took bus 8 and actually took the same bus as one of the senior "Kenneth". Talk to him when boarding bus 38 and he actually din c me taking the same bus 8 wif him...haha

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♥ Monday, July 14, 2008 - 5:52 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Monday July14

School today and I simply did a great job which was tht I manage to wake up for INTROCA lect which l how long din go le...haha...

Currently at school library going for CO later...First Da Zu in TPCO, hope tht it wil be GOOD and FUN!

Was at the Director CUP booth juz now and know Sunny and YEAH, he is going EEO camp also, at least won't be so lonely I think.

I dunno why but stil think tht avoiding is the best solution...

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♥ - 5:45 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Sunday July13

Went to mit the cell at 12 at East Point KFC, cause there wil be a shuttle bus to church! Reach church and went to foyer to find Jocelyn to prepare the salvation staff and...

Service start off wif praise and it was a gd start for the service....Praise was nice and I was really praising God, Yeah!, thou a lot of ppl...(^_^)

The NUBIAN GENTS r simply cool men! Inspired me to learn hip hop. BUT...ME?...HIP HOP...HAHA...Wil laugh like mad! haha...

Thn went to parkway KFC to eat wif the cell, but after tht, KFC was like flooded wif the zone ppl...haha...

Thn went home at bout 6 plus

Home, was trying to do WRTORAL but was asking around AND nobody has done yet and I simply dunno how to do...so...din do anything!

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♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008 - 10:55 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Saturday July12

Din go for zone mtg today and was supposed to finish WRTORAL, studied EMATH2 and done part of PRNASC assi. But ended up only done studied 1/3 of EMATH2. AND EMATH2 Quiz is like next wednesday and CO on Mon & Tues-.-SIANZ... AND AND WRTORAL on TUES-.-MORE SIANZ...Wher will I find the time to do???..HIAZ

Found this frm the mail:

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

Erms...the bold one shld be true...for the rest it doesn't applys to me!

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♥ - 8:02 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

CCSS RACIAL HARMONY CONCERT 2008-Mordern Dance

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♥ Friday, July 11, 2008 - 11:09 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Friday July11

School today, as usual skipped FACOM & INTROCA lect...and it was PRNASC. Cyrano gave a surprising quiz today and it was like WTH is everything! But I manage to pass...(^.^)...haha...

Thn went to help up at the director dunno what prize ceremony and was suppose to usher ppl of wher to go...It was quite fun. just love to do this kind of things:). Thn when the whole thing ends, it was REFRESHMENT and we are like some hungry ghost lah...We took lots of food and the catering auntie was like"Wa, ni men na zhe yang dou shi wu, den xiao bia ren bu gou chi"....and some of us who heard it was like...erms....

Haha...

Signed up for the director CUP for captain ball...

And my group consist of:

-Ryan(team leader)

-Elwyn

-Sajiv

-Hazirah

-Fong Yee

-Yuan Xin

-Paige

No matter wat, I hope to win as I tink tht I have a gd catcher & defender. Though saw other grp and it was like all guys, but I DUN CARE...I WAN TO WIN! And we r so despo for team name tht we actually put our team name"AMS Chee High"...haha

Seriously, I dunno whether things r getting better or wat or I am too sensitive...I DUNNO! I NEED HELP!...I wan to talk it out but am afraid tht it wil make it worst.

Nightz

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♥ - 11:02 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Wednesday July09

School today, and sat through school as usual. Waiting for time to pass as can't wait for CLASS BBQ!...

After school went to club room to wait some seniors and I versus DJ max2 wif Elwyn, and proudly to say I won him all the games but after tht, sad to say I lost SinYan all the games.

Reach the class BBQ at around 7? and they are still starting the fire...-.-

Class BBQ was fun and tried tennis and I suck at it:(...

Talk wif Sajiv and also when they were playing blind-mice, me and Diana talk too. Dun know why, but this few days I just love talking emo stuff, toking bout ppl and random topics..Haha

Things are getting better now and hope tht it will not just stay like tht but get better like it was in the past.

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♥ Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - 10:54 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Tuesday July08

(Another EMO post?)

School today. Skip EMATH2 lect again, is like 3 week in a row. Thn received a msg tht the lect wil be checking the attendance soon. But din really feel anything bout it and seriously I have no mood to bother bout it. Thn went through lect & tut normal.

Seriously, I can't stand this anymore! Ppl been telling me to juz act like normal but to me this is so hard and the only way I tink is easy for me is to avoid as much as possible. But cum to tink of it, I cn avoid for the time being, but wil eventually stil have to face it right? I dunno wat to do, feel like toking it out but so scared tht it wil make the matter worst and i tink tht if the matter get worst, I wil juz freak out. Seriously, I tink tht I'm like going crazy already lah. Today have CO after school and it like ended 8plus,9 & took bus 8 & usually if u know, I wil be alighting at 201. But for dunno wat reason, I actually took al the way to tamp interchange la(is like so der la).

Hope tht this wil end soon! And thanks for ppl like Diana & Pearlyn who have been helping me.

Class BBQ tml night at Sean's hse, and there wil be overnight, and seriously shld I go? As............

And if I going, hope tht it wil be fun!

Nightz

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♥ Monday, July 7, 2008 - 10:37 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Monday July07

(EMO Post)

After school went to Bus ESC, it was quite fun as we were wearing our Sec school uni. Went wif the 4 seniors, Pearlyn, Victoria, Diana & Paige(but Diana & Paige were nt wearing the school uni). Veri fun as we cam the whole time...haha...

After was tired, thoughts came into my mind. Why is poly life like tht? Nt even half of the Yr have past & troubles juz cums. Dun really wan to say wat happened coz I tink tht it wil be veri.... When they were Cam-ing, memories of wat happened at the Audi just came back. Why can't sum parts of Poly life be like secondary life.

Juz remember those 2 whole days last last Yr spent at TP audi for Changkat RHC(performing as CO)...short but sweet memories-Sad together and have fun together, scolded as a grp together. Also played Yao Zu at tht time wif the band also in the audi2(holding area) while sum dance was performing at the concert hall which is Audi1. Just love those memories being able to perform and have fun. As juz love the feeling of being able to perform, wif nth on in the mind(temp forgetting the troubles) and only knowing to give al out for the performance and nt regretting anything after the performance.

How I hope tht everything wil go back to the starting and be like the starting.And al these things wil stop.

After Bus AGM, took bus 69 wif Diana, tink tht Diana is the only girl i cn really talk to so far and thanks Diana for ur "Encouragement"...haha...Thn took 38 home...Really hate this kind of things happening why is poly life like this, thought bout this thing al the way home and tears almost drop which is like this thing din happen for bout half a Yr already. Hope tht this thing wil end soon. The feeling is terrible.

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♥ Sunday, July 6, 2008 - 10:42 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Sunday July 06

Nth much today. Went for service & I was like going to fall aslp during th msg.NB mtg after service. Thn recording with the cell for Rachel. And i was like-"why u al wan to do it nw, I'm so tired." Thn went eating at Katong & I left after finish eating as I"M SO TIRED.

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♥ - 10:06 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Fri & Sat June04&05

(AMS sub-com camp)

The camp theme was "KUNGFU PANDA" started wif the camp wif "Amazing Race". The Amazing Race was quite fun but it was super tired la.My grp was the first to leave as we done wif our Masscot "The Monkey". Nth much to say bout amazing race coz din remember much bout the amazing race.

Thn was the DISC. I am the "I" which is INFLUENCING. Seriously i tink tht it is a surprising results as i tink tht the results dun really is wat I am. And i am a "GOVERNOR"...haha

And mass dance. My partner was Simon and it was ok...coz the part i dunno he also dunno.Haha. Thn as usual, chicky dance thn TP song.The dacing was fun but it was like the time so short.So when we start to high, the whole thing is like ending already.

Night was the catching...And it was like...(dunno how to describe) It was like they planned this "show" and Ryan was like veri pissed off and they show tht they "quarrel" between each other. It was like WT la...When we like saw Ryan's face it was like damn scary la...But after tht knowing tht it was fake, it was like wat the ####. Truely saying tht night i was tired & so dun have the mood to bother bout it...However if it was the normal me tht night, I would be damn pissed off & dun care wat time was it & whether there is stil bus home, I would just take my stuff and leave the camp no matter wat.

Next day first activitie was station games. The games was quite lame but fun...Haha...

The highlight of the camp "WATER GAME"(or rather dirty game) was the most fun part. The station was all very fun excerpt for the 1st station wher we have to pass the sponge frm the top to the bottom.

The game I love the most was the game wher we have to slide across the ground sheet wher there is soap & water on the GS. After tht, we have to seat on a chair & wait for the next person to smash cream on our face & the person before us to smash water boom on us. Thn to crawl thru the GS tht have flour on top of us wher if we touches the flour, the flour wil pour on us.

The cleaning up of the station was quite fun also. Washing at fountain & we were like polluting the fountain...haha...But thank God nobody saw us.

Dinner at 8 plus at playground. Brought food & we ate at the playground. Thn slack til 10 plus thn Home Sweet Home.

So SLEEPY & my hand & leg aches.Esp my right hand pains even if I moves...so torturing-_-.

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♥ - 9:48 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Thursday July03

Nth much happen bout school tht day. Went to Sec school RHC(Racial Harmony Concert) at Simei ITE.

Always been tinking why they dun wan to hold the concert at TP Auditorium again, it wil be like SO convinence la. But after seeing the Audi there,tink tht the school made the right chance, is like the Audi at ITE is much more bigger la.

While waiting 4 my turn(performing as CO alumni) i was like damn scared la,it was like after so long nt being on stage and i din realli know the songs well.

Finally,CO alumni turn to perform. Thou the songs dosen't turn out really nice for the alumni, but to me, ITS GREAT. Just love the feeling of being on stage performing wif nth in mind(al troubles gone) and only knowing to present the best of myself.

Finale for the band alumni & CO alumni, YAO ZU conductor by the band conductor, tink tht this wil be the first & the last experience wif band.

After the whole concert end, went to find teacher, esp MR BARRY LIM. Oh my gosh is like so long din c him, miss his lesson, his suaning of ppl...I MISS SEC SCHOOL

Grace, Amanda, Me

WeiJuan, WenDa, Me

WenDa & Me

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♥ Wednesday, July 2, 2008 - 11:36 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Wednesday July02

Also,overslpt,so went back to slp and skipped PRNASC.School end quite fast for today,I think?And EMATH2 was like total fun of the day...haha...were sitting at the back and at the 2nd hr was bored, so we started chatting(^_^).

Went to ESC AGM,and it was like,ok la,nt really very boring...haha...and they were like so funny of wat they wear....haha...

Went off for core mtg after the ESC AGM...and seriously,I'm so scared,so scared tht I dun have time for the cell,and dun know how to know the cell better and cn I really communicate wif the young ones?....so many qns & probs coming up...GOD help me!

Really will miss Rachel a lot!

Pics taken at ESC AGM:

Jel & Me

Ryan & Me

Shah & Me

Sin Yan & Me

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♥ - 11:33 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Tuesday July01

Overslept and was late for EMATH2, so din bother and went back to slp.Nth much happen on tht day.CO after school and it was the first time i mit the constructor cum instructor.He is nt bad,at least much more better thn zhang sheng and the "U know who" and he is quite caring and nt very fierce!

♥ Starz at 11:33 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com

♥ - 11:28 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Monday June30

School! Facom Presentation! ok, i tink i sort of screw up my presentation coz i was like... ...ok nth much important to say.What I wan to say tht went to play basketball wif Diana,Mujia,Danny & Gerald.And i was like wearing sumthing like "Formal" so like abit siao!But it was nice,after dunno how long nvr play le(^_^)

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♥ - 5:05 PM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

Video(Remember to stop the song)

Ji Hua Tai

牛仔很忙

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♥ - 10:40 AM ♥

-- Always thinking of you --

TIRED & BUSY

INTROCA TUT now! but no mood to listen...so HERE I AM!

Wun be updating everyday now...coz so Tired and busy....And I wan to spent more time wif GOD!...so.....Wil try to update soon most prob end of the week...So long post coming up soon! HAHA...

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