Feeling very moody. Feeling very sucky inside. Really feeling very bad. Really cannot hold any more.
Didn't know that I'm really so weak.
Took bus 15 from school, wanted to alight at tampines MRT. But really not feeling good, need to take long bus ride, decided to take to pasir ris interchange and take bus 12. Even feel like going to pasir ris park for a walk, but already 8plus how long can I stay there.
Sign. Really sucks lar.
GPS at sentosa tomorroe, hope it will be fun.
St. James with Mic on sat to see Wilber Pan(my Ex cutie) hope it will brighten me up. At the same time think can talk to Mic. =)
♥ Starz at 10:29 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Monday, July 27, 2009 - 11:16 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
I'm not feeling very good. I really want a break away.
Really feeling very bad inside. All the projects and presentations are just making it worst. Making me being able to break down anytime. Almost break down today. Please don't let it happen. Please. The worst thing I want now is to suddenly have tears drop in front of people.
Someone please convince me that it is not true. What I see is just nothing. I'm just thinking too much. It is just coincidence.
Thinking that I can face it, but I just can't. Really can't.
Really not feeling good. Really feeling sucky inside. How much longer can I hold?
心已碎了，但泪却还没干。
Can I disappear for a while? To a place where there is nobody?
♥ Starz at 11:16 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
全世界的人都知道
♥ Starz at 11:06 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ - 9:55 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Your Result: communication
dont get to say what u feel about a certain thing, express your feelings...want to say but stuck , kept in the heart..
♥ Starz at 9:55 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Wednesday, July 22, 2009 - 8:44 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Shit lar... I can't seen to concentrate on my work. My whole mind is on him.
因为害怕，所以不敢面对。
♥ Starz at 8:44 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Tuesday, July 21, 2009 - 10:20 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Screw blogger lar. The layout so messy.
Changed a new skin. A new skin=New Start?
♥ Starz at 10:20 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Thursday, July 16, 2009 - 11:04 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Thursday July 16
In this kind of world no one is true. In this kind of world most have 2 face. They can talk to you happily, and behind of you they can backstab you. And it hurts right? Why just can't this kind of people disappear?
Lesson learned: Never trust anyone. Especially in this kind of world. Don't be stupid. They can be your "friends" and betrayer.
TMD... ...KNN.
♥ Starz at 11:04 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Sunday, July 12, 2009 - 11:01 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with.
♥ Starz at 11:01 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ - 1:03 AM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
I'm regretting the decision I have made, how I hope there is a stop to this. But no, there's no stop now but to continue. I'm hating this and I'm hating myself for making the decision. How I hope to escape from it. Everything all just coming together. There's just no time to react to it. I'm really regretting it, don't like the situation I'm in, can't I be sick? I don't mind being hospitalised now to escape from it, and even don't mind getting a minor H1N1 now. It just sucks lar. Can I just find him for one last time? I just feel like crying. I just feelk like drinking. I just feel like sleeping and not wake up till its over.
♥ Starz at 1:03 AM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Thursday, July 9, 2009 - 4:26 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Thursday July 2009
Currently having Airfield Tut =P.
Woo...Did the best thing ever for this year. Slept at 8pm last night and woke up today at 10am plus. Shiok shiok. About 14 Hours of sleep. How I wish every week can be like this.
♥ Starz at 4:26 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Wednesday, July 8, 2009 - 8:46 AM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Wednesday July 08
TMD, WTH wake up early in the morning to attend 8am lesson, just to discuss project? Wth, wasted money on cab somemore. Stupid lar.
♥ Starz at 8:46 AM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Monday, July 6, 2009 - 11:39 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
It hurt it just hurt.
Seeing you just hurts. I miss the days.
I have tried forgetting about it, but it just seen not to be going anywhere good.
Sometimes it hurts more when loving someone so much.
♥ Starz at 11:39 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Sunday, July 5, 2009 - 1:06 AM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
How I wish it can be so easy like this. 我狠狠哭了一整个冬天 把你留在昨天做纪念 一个人反反复复去想 去沉淀 终于了解 爱狠狠哭完的那一天 我也该忘记你的脸 我就在一念之间 看见了春天
这世界仍然还是很美 我一个人静静听着音乐 偶尔 想起你还是会掉眼泪 泪水全都是真正的体会
♥ Starz at 1:06 AM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Friday, July 3, 2009 - 11:56 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Friday July 03
Last night, was happy that I can msn him, though it may be nothing much, but I stil contented and happy. It has been so long sine I talked to him. :)
Reached school at 11 plus and rushed assignment through till 4 plus and submitted it. Whew, finally. Only airfield left.
Went to HSSSC AGM after that, theme was Big Geek, wore grace's spect=P
How I wish I can talk to him everyday.
♥ Starz at 11:56 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Thursday, July 2, 2009 - 11:31 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
Thursday July 02
Airfield assignment supposed to be dued, but big thanks to Tommy that I could have extension till next tuesday :).
Ok, but MGTAIRC is due tommorrow and I only have a few sentences. I just don't have the feel to do assignment. Also, because I can't stop thinking of him.
Hmm, shall wake up early tomorrow and go to school and spend the whole day doing MGTAIRC :)
Oh, and HSSSC AGM tomorrow, last 2nd AGM already. Whoo!
♥ Starz at 11:31 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
♥ Wednesday, July 1, 2009 - 4:11 PM ♥
-- Always thinking of you --
ESC AGM is Over!
Big thanks to everyone who turn out for the AGM, hope you have fun and enjoy yourself.
Finally, the AGM is over. The first busy-ness and first event for ESC as me in the main committee for AY09/10.
Monday night stayed over in school for AGM's preparation. Slept at 4am plus, started decoration after TPSU AGM on monday night and dance at 12am plus. Dancing the dancing queen dance and engine mass dance was fun at TCC with big glass reflection.
Though somethings were left out for the AGM but over all really think that it's nice and really fun. Something nice and now I'm missing the dancing queen dance.
Pictures Time!
♥ Starz at 4:11 PM ♥ www.reminiscencestarz.wordpress.com
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